December 2010
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Might I remind you of my terrible memory...
To be honest, I’ve lost a lot of memories because I don’t write about them. I think I was with Amy and Lisa and Autumn last new year… was I? I don’t remember. Wrong, I was at home watching the ball drop by myself again; I checked Twitter. (I was with them two days later, though)
So a year in review? Never mind that, I don’t care anymore. I made a hell of a lot...
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KiD CuDi - “All Along”
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There’s a part of me that wishes I had a digital camera so that I could take long portraits. The idea’s been playing in my head for almost a year now, and I’m dying to make it happen. But I’ll settle for regular portraits…
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Sonnet LXVI: I Do Not Love You Except Because I...
I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it’s you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you Is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe January light will consume My heart with its cruel...
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Happy Birthday, Tracy! →
She’s really awesome and super chill, maybe you can go drop by her ask and wish her a happy birthday (:
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So my best friend gave me some advice.
She’s really smart, you know. I’m pretty sure she knows me better than I know myself sometimes. I love her a lot.
Her: Hah. Jennifer fell. Me: I didn’t, shut up… Shut up! :\ Shhh.. don’t tell anyone
(Okay, I just defeated the purpose of that by posting it here, but screw it.)
And then she said something along the lines of…
Her: Aww, that’s...
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Conflict of Interests
want to post about all my insecurities and unhappiness
worried about what people will think of me
tired of caring
tired of caring about what people think
want to make things official
want to see him
can’t
don’t want to come off as weak as I really am
maybe i really am trying too hard
maybe i’m not trying hard enough
maybe i just suck at everything
or maybe this is...
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Congratulations to the girls for crossing… I wish I were with you, but you know what happened. I’m so so proud of you all. You deserve it. <3
And I think it’s finally setting in that I’m incredibly unhappy with the fact that I wish I were there, but I have to finish moving on because that part of my life is over. I don’t think I could do it again with anyone...
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I just threw up for the first time in years.
A violent cough on a pretty full stomach… ):
I’m proud that the first time I threw up in college has nothing to do with alcohol.
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It’s going to be one long month, Pirate.
Oh, and how did I get 180 followers? Why the heck do you people follow me?
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OK Go - “What To Do”
Sweetheart...
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“I want you, I want you so bad…”
These words are playing over and over in my head. Why did he have to say that? That cover of the Beatles song from that movie they made a couple of years ago is playing in the background. Gritty, greedy, and dirty. I don’t know how to make sense of it.
It’s like a line out of those god-forsaken young adult vampire novels. ...
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In five hours,
Drove to Burlingame to San Mateo to Daly City and back to San Francisco
6… of something. Hahaha!
Acquired: (1) Hello Kitty key cover, (1) blue ring that matches Vani’s, (2) Hot Topic HT+1 cards, (1) HK bracelet for Vani, (1) small stack of cards with Hollister’s Sadie on them, (2) coffees, venti peppermint mocha no whip and tall peppermint white mocha no whip,...
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Deny Me What I Want
Okay, that may be a big statement to make. I just called in to make an audio post to Tumblr and that creepy robotic voice that prompts the call said “Sorry, this feature is temporarily disabled,” rather than let me talk to it due to my lack of desire to type something up. I just didn’t want to type, is that something so bad to admit? (Yes…)
I’m sitting in front of...
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She & Him - “Home”
I miss...
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I haven’t been posting anything incredibly personal due to so much going on lately. I’ll let you all know once the semester is over. There’s a chance I won’t remember to, but I will definitely try my best to do so.
Until then. Until then. I’m waiting for so much, and the anticipation and stress are making me freak out, but I know everything will be fine.
Some...
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Spending time together is important in any relationship.
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thedeerwithwoolsocks:
jfgdhbfg i love old school...
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“We have it in our power to begin the world over again.”
– Thomas Paine
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Bon Iver - “Flume”