February 2010
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I never claimed to know anything.
I know just as little as you do, but it doesn’t stop me from trying to learn of what I’d like to get out of life.  If anything, it drives to me to do so even more.
Feb 1st
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“Every child is an artist. The challenge is to remain an artist after you grow...”
– Pablo Picasso (via quotesondesign)
Feb 1st
January 2010
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A Look into the Past
I’m sitting here, thinking about what I said today to my counselor.  Did I lie?  Did I embellish the truth?  Was I right to even say that to someone else? From when birth until I’d just turned seven, my family life was quite stable.  My dad worked the restaurant, my mother didn’t work and nutured and spoiled me and my brother, my grandma was happy, and my brother hadn’t...
Jan 30th
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ListenSpoon - “Paper Tiger” “In...
Jan 29th
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Anonymous asked: You seem really insecure.
Jan 29th
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Jan 28th
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Anonymous asked: Why are you so serious
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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I may have messed up on all of my college...
Well, at least I can enroll in community college next month. Damnit, Jenn.  God-fucking-damnit.  You should have seen it coming.
Jan 26th
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ListenJimmy Eat World - “Night Drive” Give...
Jan 25th
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ListenSean Lennon - “Parachute”
Jan 25th
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Observing the Bandwagon
While I know that it was not specifically designed for Tumblr, I find that those who use formspring.me both inside and outside of this blogging platform are, in a way, wasting their time. Formspring offers a place to “send and receive anonymous questions, and learn more about people you find interesting by following their answers.“  Though it may be nice to see that people are...
Jan 24th
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“Let me tell you something. A man ain’t a goddamn ax. Chopping, hacking,...”
– Paul D, Beloved by Toni Morrison
Jan 22nd
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Delusional
Having spent so much time thinking about just one person, wondering if there would ever be a chance for us to work out, I realize that imagining a situation is only going to set me up for disappointment.  Disappointment for something that was hopeless in the first place. We exchanged a few words today, and he said that he doesn’t know when to give up.  Well… neither do I.  I became so...
Jan 21st
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The happy goes away when I finally realize how much I have left to do.
Jan 21st
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ListenDeath Cab for Cutie -...
Jan 21st
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Jan 19th
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Anonymous asked: stop being so down and pessimistic all the time
its like you don't appreciate anything and you ramble on about the negative side of everything
Jan 19th
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Anonymous asked: Can I have your bad romance?
Jan 19th
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Anonymous asked: you are beautiful.

do you agree?
Jan 19th
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For burning questions.... →
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Anonymous asked: Can I get yo numba?
Jan 18th
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Jan 17th
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I don't know why I want to know what it's like to...
It’s just not smart, but I can’t help it.  It’s such a strong feeling within my being to want to know love.  It’s in all of us, but why does it feel so strong now? I don’t understand it.  I wish I did.  But then again, who does?
Jan 17th
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Jan 14th
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Apparently, today is the anniversary of my Tumblr...
A whole year, flown by. I’m glad I have this for the right reasons.  To display my art, to talk about and show art that I appreciate, to share content with my friends (and of course, the internet), to listen to great music, and to remember. I won’t stop keeping track, no matter how vaguely.  I’ll do it.
Jan 13th
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Jan 13th
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If you don't write down your thoughts, where do...
They disappear into the depths of your brain.  Unless you grab them before they get sucked in, they’ll be gone forever. Write it down.  Make notes of the little things.  When you look back, you can remember.  You can take more notes.  You can learn.
Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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Tony: I think I do love you.
Michelle: That's an awfully long sentence Tony.
Jan 12th
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Something I hate:
jessicaaarr: Kissing pictures.  They gross me out.  Kisses should be personal.  Unless it’s professional or classy in some way.  But ones you take by holding the camera out mid-kiss, ick. I agree with my entire being!  They’re so annoying and digusting and so many other things.  What’s the worst is when people use it as their profile picture on whatever social networking site,...
Jan 11th
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Books to Read
- Grapes of Wrath (again) - Dorian Gray - Harry Potter 6 - Beloved - Sense and Sensibility - Help! (Beatles) - Fight Club - Slaughterhouse Five - Catch 22 - Lovely Bones - Idiot (Dostoevsky) - Oliver Twist Bolded = “I really want to read these more than anything else” Italicized = “I have it” Crossed Out = “I read it” (created 20100110) If you...
Jan 11th
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Your Ex-Lover Is Dead
(Wait until the words start, and then begin to read.) There are those awkward encounters between you and someone you were once… to say, intimate with. The memories flood back for you, and all the while that’s happening, you ask yourself, “Are they thinking of me, too?” You see them, and at first all you think about is how things used to be.  How they would play with your...
Jan 11th
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Quite tired, but marginally accomplished.
shesmiles: jenniferc: 2 hours outside in the cold (something like 40-something Fahrenheit) with my amazing friend, taking pictures. Not a lot of modeling done prior to this, so it was pretty great. I’m just hoping that something came out right that I can use to my advantage. My Rolleiflex is used and happy. (: I expect pictures, darling. I have to get the film developed first!  So...
Jan 11th
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Quite tired, but marginally accomplished.
2 hours outside in the cold (something like 40-something Fahrenheit) with my amazing friend, taking pictures.  Not a lot of modeling done prior to this, so it was pretty great. I’m just hoping that something came out right that I can use to my advantage. My Rolleiflex is used and happy. (:
Jan 11th
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Jan 9th
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Jan 8th
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Jan 7th
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Because somehow I knew that Formspring would be... →
Jan 7th
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I love that feeling when I realize that the lenses...
hardlyinventive: honeyniss: onesmartblackboy: Yep.
Jan 6th
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ListenTélépopmusik - “Anyway (ft. Mau)” ...
Jan 6th
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Take me far, far away from this place I call home.
Jan 6th
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ListenDeath Cab for Cutie - “My Mirror...
Jan 5th
A question for you.
Do you think it’s possible to be vain and have low self-esteem at the same time?
Jan 4th
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ListenAndrew Bird - “Plasticities” ...
Jan 3rd
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Write one leaf about wearing boots.
(via writeoneleaf) Boots.  As I think of them now, I see them as those elongated shoes that cover your shins and calves in addition to your feet.  But if I try to imagine myself wearing them, there really isn’t much to see besides difficulty. You see, I have quite large legs for my size.  I have no idea why, but my calves are very… shapely, thus making it hard to wear such boots. ...
Jan 3rd
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