I wonder what it would be like to have a blog sometimes.
And then I remember I still have this.
And then I think about posting again.
And then remembering that my thoughts don’t have to be public.
And here I am.
Holy shit why do I still have this
In light of recent events, I’ve decided to leave Tumblr for a good long while. I don’t know if I’ll ever come back regularly outside of looking through visually stimulating content on the bus when I’m really desperate (I’ve already deleted the app from my phone), but I really think this is the best decision for me. Over the years there have been urges to quit, but I feel I’ve discovered my tipping point. It’s already been a few weeks since I checked Tumblr regularly, but I suppose now is as good a time as any other.
I really wish it didn’t take specific incidents to have taken place in order to push me towards this decision, but I cannot change the past. The only thing there is to do is to take it in stride and try not to limp in the future. I shall heal, and things will be better. It’s sad though; at the time, I thought I was okay and now realize how truly scarred I am from these experiences. Therapy works wonders and the support of those that love you and won’t take advantage of you or your trust in human kindness have been invaluable.
Those of you who wish to contact me outside of this platform probably already have access to such information, but if I get a chance to check this again, I’ll be checking my inbox. I wish you all a good night, a good life, and the best of luck in your endeavors.
Things to remember: I wasn’t able to be 100%. Jokes about it are going to be a lot harder to take after this. You might be confused for a long time about it, but it’s okay. As confused as you feel about the situation, it was very real, and it happened even though you don’t want to think about it.
Thanks, it’s been a slice.
The year is 2015, and you still have to explain to adult men AND women that there’s no such thing as a “tight” or “loose” vagina, because it’s a muscle that expands and contracts depending on a variety of reasons. Or that a woman does not pee out of her vagina. Or that reaching an orgasm during sexual assault does not mean the person enjoyed it. Or that abortion is not the destruction of a fetus, but is of a clump of cells. That the length of a penis has NO relevance to the ability to preform well sexually, since the average vagina is only 3-4 inches long. That pubic hair is not unsanitary or gross, it actually helps protect the sex organs against bacteria, and shaving actually increases chance of infection, abscesses and rashes. But no, we don’t need comprehensive sex ed in America, we’re doing fine!
Still relevant
you know the friendship’s real when there’s a rumour you’re gay for each other
(Source: francotettamanti.com)
This is a gentle reminder that while the Supreme Court Decision to legalize same-sex marriage in all 50 states is a wonderful thing, the backlash will likely lead to an increase in violence against LGBTQ people in states where same-sex marriage was previously banned. Note that these states also have some of the loosest gun regulations in the country. If you are LGBTQ and living in one of these states, please be very careful and stay safe. Be in contact with your friends often so they know you’re alright.
Take off pride regalia when traveling alone or with your significant other. That means, if you’re driving towards a celebratory hot spot, leave your rainbow decorations, flags, in the trunk or beneath your seat. Don’t get caught in a compromising situation, take off the rainbows when walking from point A to point B, keep each other safe.
It’s sad but also important to know that I have to reblog this.
Meet Gilbert Baker , artist
who in 1978 designed the Rainbow Flag, sometimes also called the Pride Flag, since the early 1990s, Queer Flag,..
- Hot Pink: sexuality
- Red: life
- Orange: healing
- Yellow: sunlight
- Green: nature
- Turquoise: magic/art
- Blue: serenity/harmony
- Violet: spirit
The massive amount of gay sex that will happen tonight will have absolutely no effect on the birthrate in 9 months
R.I.P all the American members of the LGBT+ community that didn't get to see this day, you're all in our hearts |
It was so nice to be busy working all morning and not think of it but now that I’m in commute mode (headphones in, bitchface on) I am so lonely with my thoughts and I can feel my heart breaking.
I fucked up.